Sanity Insanity..

so yeah.. its starting up again
i feel so very inbalanced.. the last few weeks have been very smooth
..today bipolarity ensues.
ive been internet eye shopping.. looking at some pot and pan sets.. and ceramicware.. ash glazed pottery.. very beautiful and wwii japanese rice bowls. im losing my mind help me. the nesting instinct in me is kicking in.. i want to buy hundreds of dollars in cookware.. help help help. We baked homemade pizza last night mostly vegitarian.. anchovies on one side.. it was tasty. i didnt even drink. then bob and i fell into deep sleep. it was nice very nice. our coffee table hates me. it hurts me.. i hate him. curled wrought iron makes me feel sick.

back to work.. produce quality = quality price = quality pay = quality purchases.. help me

good news

friends and i got our own place.. and my sister is getting married! welcome to the family walter.

Currnently at work,
with no work to do,
drinking jasmine green tea,
listening to soft rock,
and blogging.

It's been a long time, all day I dream about pool...
Here are some of my favorite pool memories:
1. First power draw to end rail.. don't know why this feels so good and never gets old. (highland park billiards)
2. First tournament split-win. Winning never gets old either. :) (golden cue billiards w/ Gary)
3. The night something changed in my bar 8-ball game (golden cue practing with Marc before Vegas Finals)
4. The day Paul called me a pool player and eased off me a bit. (He probably doesn't remember this but thanks jerk =P)
5. IPT tournament room.. beautiful tables, beautiful room, beautiful energy.. this place was magical.. too bad this didn't last. Fuck Kevin Trudea. (Thank you Tang)
6. The night I promised to never cry about pool (golden cue)
7. First 9-ball break and run (plush pocket)
8. Being told I'm an inspiration from a girl learning how to play pool in a random pool hall - Kentucky. (disclaimer; I am a demonchild at best but this was still something nice to hear from someone who doesn't know that side of me)

appreciating what I have

I'm pretty, I'm young, I have great friends, I'm good at a lot of things, I'm not in debt, I have a job, I don't have distraction.. aka bf and baggage.

Internet Eye Shopping, No Money

soo..

I want one of these. It's a Radius Source toothbrush. It's green, mean, and can clean my teeth!

The Kingswood Skinny twintipped skis. They are pretty.. the design is simple. It's just purty ..handcrafted out of bamboo. <3 nzd =" 634.088">

New Life, Same Shit

soo..
heels, pencil skirt, tousled hair, and furry legs. I have a new job.. and I am doing the same thing: Blogging. I smell like garlic. My deadline for Art Center scholarship applications are in a couple days. March 2nd to be exact. Dee, me, and maybe Hannah are getting a new place... if they approve our credit. I am very excited. One thing at a time. #1 GET INTO ART CENTER!

art

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